Monday, November 28, 2011

Voyage to Destiny

You might ask several questions on why I returned to blogging and why this blog again? Can I even do this? why did I not start another blog etc? I do feel I can. I was busy growing up during my vacation and feel I am allowed to return and deposit my own thoughts on my own blog.
I left blogging for a few reasons. First one was that my loving, enduring, prosperous relationship ended just after my last post so what was before had seized to exist and I have been single since that day. I did not see the need to vent on my blog. Secondly I returned to varsity this time I did a Diploma in Journalism. Seeing that you had gone through this with me already I didn’t find the need to drag you to my lectures that bored me stiff and complain about deadlines that needed to be met. So all of the above was said on twitter.
My return is because I missed observing and writing, I did my craft a disservice I tell you. In my growing I gathered so much. I learned more about who I am and what I’m about, and I guess I am still learning .I have learnt what bitterness and hurt can do to people and in people. It is poison and once discovered it will defend its cause no matter what. I have learnt we all need love and care this is because we were all born with this hormones in us. We cannot reject that reality but we can choose to ignore it. I learnt that at times, you not striking back is not surrendering or fear it’s you telling the universe you are better and braver from this to continue in an already won battle.
My friends they came and well you know they left. But the ones I still have, will be the ones I keep I have learnt from them that love is true unconditional and what you do to others will return to you one hundred fold.
My family, what can I say about these individuals beside that they are the best thing God gave me. They have given me strength and sleepless night’s .They have cherished me and cursed me out whenever however. They have provided a decent frown on my forehead and laughs till I got a headaches. They are the glory of God personified.
But the voyage continues my friends.